Sunday, October 23, 2011

My October List...




1. One of my favorite bands of all time is reuniting for one night only "Los Abandoned." I remember that Sunday at the La Brea Tar Pits on October 7, 2007 when Los Abandoned played their last show and I still couldn't believe they were breaking up. I think I left my broken heart in that park that day. I can't wait to dance to their set on Friday night.










2. I went to see "Drive" on my birthday and this film was amazing. I am going to dedicate a blog to Ryan Gosling and his magnificent acting skills. ( I haven't seen the "Notebook")...I will explain this in my Ryan Gosling blog soon...








3. I highly recommend the book "The Solitude of Prime Numbers" my brother's girlfriend gave me this wonderful book for my birthday. All I can say is that the moment you read the first chapter you can't put the book down you want to know what will happen next to Mattia and Alice and how two people can be soo in loove but at the same time be so apart.

Birthday's...



I have been away from this blog for two months I have missed writing my
thoughts. October is a special month for me because it is the month I celebrate my birthday. I was very lucky this b-day because my best friend Lisa send me a lovely birthday card from Atlanta. It is the little thoughts that count that I make a bigger fuss about. My brother bought me a pretty chocolate cake from Porto's that truly reminded me of our childhood birthday parties. The chocolate mousse cake that our dad will buy us at this fancy bakery in Beverly Hills. I started to think about how every year I make these b-day wishes when I blow out the candles and how I try my best to make them come true.
I want to challenge myself a bit more and stop being so afraid of the "future." The "future" for me is such a big question mark at this point. I try each day to be more comfortable with this aging process. I remember when I was a kid I couldn't wait to be an adult. If I could only tell the little me do not rush and enjoy being a kid.

I feel that birthday's are a reminder to us of plans that we have to make. It is a day to pause and remind us where we want to go and how we want to change. I always feel like we get a clean slate but too bad there's so much baggage we carry with us along the way. I think this time around I am so ready to make a difference in my own life and not be so afraid to take a chance on me and my birthday wish.






Thursday, August 11, 2011

Heartfelt Thoughts




Summer is almost over..."hurray"... I truly love autumn can't wait.
I've been cleaning my room for the past few days. I haven't quite finished cleaning it seems like every time I clean one space I make a bigger mess. It is a bit like playing tetris trying to make things fit. I got rid off half of my closet space I put every article of clothes that I don't wear anymore in 7 large bags and took it to Goodwill. It is funny how I have felt so attached to things that I never realized that letting go of them was a bit hard. My brother kept teasing me that I am a "Hoarder" but I am not falling on top of my things or making a little passage to get through my things.

In all of my mayhem of a mess I found my middle school yearbook. Mount Vernon Jr. High was a sweet time. I was only in that school for 9th grade. The fondest memory is when I met Jesus A. in the book room. He was the cutest thing and he wore braces that made him sparkle when he smiled. I always looked forward to going to the book room that was one of the places I was assigned to in my job placement in work experience. On the other hand Jesus was there because it was his elective. (Don't know why it was a class period)...The whole point is that I had a crush on him. I was soooo fixated on him that I never looked around and noticed this other guy called Nicolas. I wanted to share what both "boys" wrote in my yearbook and I have been wanting to find Jesus Alvarez to see how he is doing. I am pretty sure he is a dad now or married. I wonder if it is a good idea to look for him?


Crush Sound of The Week "The Airborne Toxic Event"

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Every You...Every Me...Chapter 3


Tardiness Equal Detention

My class schedule was all over the place in school and it was fourth period design class. I was truly looking forward to this elective.

“Violet wait up!” Ethan yelled.

“Hey, I just want to apologize for this morning. I didn’t mean to anger it.” I said.

“She wasn’t mad at all. Don’t worry about it. I want you to listen to this song I’ve been listening to this summer.”

Ethan took off his tangy colored headset and put them on me. I enjoyed listening to songs that Ethan liked. He just stood there making faces at me to see my reaction. I moved a little to the song. When it was over the tardy bell rang. I took off the headsets immediately.

“What did you think?” Ethan asked.

“You can definitely dance to it.” I said.

“I knew you were going to like it. I couldn’t wait for you to come back so we could hear this song together.” Ethan said.

“I don’t want to burst this moment with you, but I have my class at the end of this hallway and Mr. Maze is standing right there handing out tardy slips.” I said.

“He has too many students to notice you. My class is on the other side. See you later.” Ethan said.

I start walking towards the end of the hall. There's a crowd of students around Mr. Maze. This is not a good way to start the semester getting a tardy slip. I quickly walk by in hopes that Mr. Maze doesn't see me. He has too many students to see me passing by. Ethan thought about me this summer and that makes me so happy.

"Young lady get back here!" Yelled Mr. Maze.

I try to walk fast, but there's no chance of getting away from him. I turn around and walk towards Mr. Maze.

"What is your name? Give me your first and last name I'm writing you up."

"Violet Blandon.”

"Violet you think that you can pass by me without getting a tardy slip. You are wrong!"

"Give us a break. It's the first day of school and we don't even know where our classes are located. And besides you are making us more late, since you got to write all these tardy slips."

"Are you like a teen advocate for lateness." Mr. Maze said sternly.

"No."

Mr. Maze writes up the tardy slip and hands it to me.

"I get detention too?"

"Yes, for not stopping and making me run after you."

"I can't stay after-school today. I have to bury my fish. I'm in mourning."

"I didn't know that I had to schedule an appointment prior to your other after-school activities. If you don't show up for detention you'll make it up by picking up trash during lunchtime tomorrow."

"I'll be there."

I am thirty minutes late to design class and I try to turn the knob as quietly as possible in hopes of sneaking in without getting noticed.

"Welcome to design class I'm Ms. Levine and what is your name."

"Violet."

“Your name is part of the color scheme that we will learn later in the semester.” Ms. Levine said. I could feel the hotness of my cheeks.

"I hope you are not going to be late for my class every day."

"I'm not."

"You can take the last seat in the back next to Jared. Raise your hand Jared so Violet will know who you are."

Jared raised his hand.

He moved his bag pack from my desk. I sat quietly and I took out my Tyrannosaur’s Rex pen and a notebook. I started writing the notes Ms. Levine had written on the board. When Jared’s phone started to buzz and I pretended not to hear it. I kept looking at the clock, because lunch time was going to happen really soon and I was hungry.

I put my pen down and Jared took it. I whispered at him.

“Hey, can you give me back my pen?” I said.

“I’ll give it back to you in a second. I need to write this number.”

“Okay.”

“What does this button do?”

“Don’t press it.” I said.

Jared doesn’t listen to me and he presses it and the Tyrannosaur’s Rex makes a loud roar. Everyone in the classroom turns around and looks at us.

“I’m sorry for the interruption.” I said and took the pen away from Jared.

“That’s a great pen. Where did you get it?” asked Jared.

I ignored his question and pretended not to hear him. I just needed to survive a couple more minutes before lunch. Jared’s phone continued to buzz and I got saved by the bell.