Sunday, May 30, 2010

A Distraction..

I was very happy on Thursday when I was able to chat with a friend who had left to Argentina for a couple of months and he just came back to the states this week. I was very excited for his return, but the feeling was short lived...Simply because he will be moving to San Francisco this upcoming week..To be more exact on Tuesday..

I have always wanted to visit San Francisco, because I didn't get a chance to go when my brother had an art show there...He has always told me that I am going to fall in love with the city and not want to return to LA. I told my friend about it and he was like, "You should go to San Francisco." I just started grad-school and I can't be thinking about taking a trip anywhere. But I can't believe he is moving to this beautiful place...Maybe this is the bit of motivation I needed to actually make the trip up there..

I got to continue working on my academic paper...But it sure is nice to have an outlet were I could write freely and not feel like I'm being graded on my grammar.

Friday, May 21, 2010

A Moment...

I've been working on my orientation pieces for grad-school...It's due this weekend...I'm not quite sure what gets me so distracted that I can't focus in finishing the videos...I think I'm getting a bit nervous about the whole thing of going back to school and having deadlines.
I wanted so badly to edit my novel..But I haven't quite figured out that yet. I'm trying my best to not be so complicated.

Life happens in every waking moment...I think when I applied to grad school I never thought I was going to be accepted. I just wanted to apply and see what could be; I didn't anticipated this at all. I never quite thought of it...

That's what makes me so nervous about the whole process of it.. The people who are in the program have this knowledge... But I have to train myself to think academically, because I still enjoy my "Dear Diary" moments of myself...