Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Second Chances....

I've been clearing my closet and putting clothes that I don't wear that much anymore in a bag. Time to donate and give a second chance to clothing I truly looved. I have to admit I like hanging around sale's racks and piecing together outfits that are unique to me. I am such a collector of skirts and cardigans. But when you build fun memories with the clothes you care about and it is just hanging in the closet collecting some dust. It is time to part ways I've been trying to clear the closet for such a long time but never had the real guts of doing it. I even have kept shoes that are freakiiin beaten up but had a sweet time danciiing in them, building friendships with them.

I am pretty sure that someone out there will be very happy to find these clothes and give them a new chance to create memories with them. Donating and recycling is the way to goooo for sure...

Monday, December 20, 2010

"You Like Music We Can Dance To"


I saw the movie previews for the film "Somewhere" I am getting excited to go see it. I really love the films that Sofia Coppola makes and the music that goes along with it gives the film purpose for wanting to own the soundtrack. Julian Casablancas "I'll Try Anything Once"...that freakiin demo song is soooo freakiiin cool...

I truly like the lines that says.."You Like Music We Can Dance To"... I can't wait to find someone I can dance this song with...I hope "he" is out there....I had to post this funny picture of me with this kool bear beanie hat...happy...

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Downtown Art Walk...


Hey Everyone!

I want to invite you to the Downtown Art Walk on Thursday Dec. 9th Red Baron Kustoms is going to be exhibiting their art. They are awesome artists...Please come out and say "Hello."

Friday, December 3, 2010

Your Invited to the Arts and Crafts Market...

Hi Everyone,

Please join me at the last Arts and Crafts Market tomorrow...
If you live in the Los Angeles area please come out to Baldwin Park and support the local artist...

The event is from 3-8 p.m

Address: 14025 Rexwood Avenue Baldwin Park, CA 91706...

I will be reading a few poems and selling my mini zine with a homemade magnet...:)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Un Mix...



Hi,

I have been working on my mini-zine titled "Un Mix"...it has three poems of mine and little sketches and dedications to the readers. I can't wait to share these mini-zines with the fans of the Arts and Crafts Market and I am also incorporating a magnet with my lovely poems...If anyone is interested in purchasing my mini zine leave me a comment...and I will write back to you..:)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Mis Krafty Magnets...


Hey Everyone these are the magnets I am making for the Arts and Crafts Market...I am also kinda of thinking of putting together a zine of my poems...and adding a magnet to anyone who wants a copy of my work...:)

Poetry Reading...


Hey Everyone!

I want to invite you all to the Last Arts and Crafts Market...I will be reading a few poems...You might be wondering what my poems are about?

They are about love, boy crushes, dancing, and unrequited love....I am making dj headset magnets for the occasion and I will be giving them away to anyone who comes out to listen to me read...So please come out and support this kool crafty event...

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Possibilities...


How sweet it is the idea of falling in love and the possibilities of getting butterflies in your stomach. I was just thinking today how much I miss having a boy crush and the whole idea of being someone's girlfriend. It will be awesome to have a partner that I can dance with at concerts and when colleagues at work invite me to their homes for dinner I can take him. I don't have to feel embarrass in going by myself. Hopefully there is someone out there for me I am a bit tired of being only one.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Xylophone Madness...


I finally ordered my xylophone...super excited I can't wait for it to arrive this week..I am writing a new poem in which I am going to debut at my friends Arts and Crafts Market...and I am going to use my xylophone to make it entertaining..

Monday, November 15, 2010

Pretty Soon "Conversation Killer"

Hey Friends or Anyone who stumbled upon this blog.

I am still busy writing papers for grad school, but I will be taking a few months off from school to focus on writing.

This week is my last week of school and vacation...time...
I am going to write new poems to debut at the last Arts and Craft Market that is taking place on Dec. 4 in Baldwin Park. More details coming soon.

My new poems are going to deal with this concept of "Conversation Killer" sounds like a band name or title for an album...damn it I should have been a musician...Is it too late?

Friday, October 8, 2010

Happy, Happy Feeling...

Hey Friends or (Anyone who bumps into my blog), Welcome!
October 6th was such a perfect day (my birthday)... I wanted so badly to have a rainy day or at least some gray skies... I felt so lucky on Wednesday to wake up to rain and gray skies... My birthday wish had been granted. I was very happy walking on puddles and feeling the raindrops falling on me.
I didn't quite expected anything on my birthday, because it was in the middle of the week and I just wanted to have a sweet day without worries and in hopes that this one day can be just ideal to break me away from the norm.. Many of my friends text me to wish me happy birthday and I felt very important...

The best part of my birthday was when my sister surprised me with a cake and a pretty card that everyone in my family signed. I also got a record player...(I played my Phoenix record) sooo happy... But the biggest surprise of the evening was when my best friend Lisa surprised me with an autographed cd dedicated to me from my favorite singer Natalia Lafourcade... aww! that was mighty sweet. My friend and I ended up going to La Cita to celebrate and we danced to the coolest beats of this band called "El Guincho."

"El Guincho" played such a fun set there was a lot of dancing. I couldn't stop smiling in how happy his music made me. It made me realize how much I miss going out and hanging out with my friends. I couldn't believe how happy I felt over this band. My friend and I had to meet the singer after the show and tell him how much we enjoyed his music. I love musicians so much, because they create beats that surpass our hearts and put us in such a happy mode...:)

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Waiting for Autumn..

Hello again friend of a friend...

Sorry that I haven't been writing...it's been a crazy month...
Grad-school has consumed me entirely...
I can't wait to going back to a relax life with no deadlines and freakiiin academic reading...

I was thinking today about the different states I want to visit once I am done with school. Yes, I want to truly travel and fall in love...

I am already making a list of what states I want to go...

But for now I will sit outside and wait for autumn to appear...

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Dilemma

Why can't things be more natural and simple?
Hold on or let go,
dreams can be realized,
or they slowly fade away,
stand still,
breathe in deep,
don't want to be complicated,
but,
I
am...

Monday, August 16, 2010

Art Show This Friday!

Hi Everyone!

I wanted to invite you to an Art Show that is happening in Long Beach this Friday..
There is going to be cool art in display and fun bands playing. This can be the best evening of your life. Tell a friend ask someone on a date, but please come to the art show!

Local arts, crafts, and music ! :

Javi
Andante
Dan R. Photography
Sandbox Heroes
Chelsy Bear


Location: 950 Daisy Ave., Long Beach, CA
Date & Time: Friday, August 20 / 7-10:30pm
All ages show plus a $2 dollar donation at the door...


Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Looking for a band...

Hey Everyone!

I'm helping these two chicas that are putting up an art show next Friday August 20th. in Long Beach California...They need a band to play an acoustic set...If anyone that is in the LA area and are interested in being that band leave me a comment and I would give you the full detail...and who to contact...

Greatly Appreciate the help...

Friday, July 30, 2010

Sandbox Heroes...

Hey Everyone,

Check out this cool plushy line called Sandbox Heroes.. You are going to fall in love with these fury creatures...

http://www.etsy.com/shop/SandboxHeroes?section_id=7227015

Monday, July 26, 2010

Nerdy...


This is how I look after writing my academic paper.. Always questioning what day it is...And trying to figure out if I made the deadline...I take short breaks, but Sunday was insane...I'm feeling a bit tired of writing academic papers...I still got another one due tomorrow...and it is 6:27 p.m. I should just crank up some music and get to it...

Thursday, July 22, 2010

End of A Spark...

I was listening to Tokyo Police Club's album "Champ" and the song that I keep playing is "End of A Spark." It has a really good beat...That makes me sway side to side as I type this blog. I was thinking about Saturday night when my friend and I went to the Comic bookstore. How nervous she was because the boy she has a crush on works there. I wanted her to redeem herself from the other night that she felt so nervous and almost ran out of the store when she was turning in a short story for a contest they are having. (She was turning it in for someone else). I'm an awesome sidekick (aww, eating Reeses Pieces) anyways got a bit sidetrack.
On with the story I pretty much didn't think anything about going to the bookstore, I had only seen pix of this boy on their website. When we walked into the store there was no one there only the cashier. My friend walked in first and he said something "Like, hi," but I don't recall hearing what he said because I was just walking in when he said it. I wasn't even sure if it was the "Romanine" boy..(the nickname I gave him, because we can't use his real name). I kept going through the aisle and shelves looking at the novels. I found my old time favorite animation like Akira and Totoro. I felt like the bookstore was way to quite like I was in the library and my friend felt the same way. A couple walked into the store and the silence was broken because they were talking a bit loud and Romanine had to help them. The good thing is that I noticed it was 8:44 pm and I told my friend to purchase her novels, because they close the store at 9:00 pm. I kept singing to her the "Closing time" song ha, ha. Before Romanine turned off the lights like in the library.
The whole point of this is that while Romanine was punching in the price. I ended up telling him how cool the store was for having the only copy of "Alien Nation" comic book. He laughed and I needed my friend to jump in and continue the conversation that was the whole point. But then she didn't then I was like. I see that you have art up in this store and I had to throw in my brother's artistic talents. And then he said that they are going to have an art show and I was like ooh that is cool where can I write to them to get the info. and he was like get one of the business cards, which I did and then I was like so who writes back and that is when he says that it is him or this other person and I was so what is your name (I don't know what made me ask) and he says his name, and I introduce myself and shake his hand. That was pretty funny and then I was like this is my friend and he kinda was like trying to remember my friends name, but they have never met. Thank goodness my friend saved him by telling him her name and she shook his hand. I stopped talking and then my friend picked up the conversation from there. I was so happy for her, because I think they can be friends now. I'm pretty sure he has checked her comments on the bookstore facebook page. The power of social networking sites.

I wish that I can be so confident to talk to the boys I have a crush on and not feel so nervous. I should be like a match maker ha, ha. I think my friend can now go into that store and feel confident with talking with "Romanine"...who knows perhaps they can end up being true friends.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Summer Boy Crush Mix..

My friend Lisa and I went out last night to the comic book shop were her boy crush works. Friends it is always nice to start off your fun night out with a soundtrack made by yours truly "me"...It usually sets the tone for the unexpected moments on the road...

  1. I would die for you - Luna is Honey
  2. Fluorescent Adolescent - Arctic Monkey
  3. Limpia Tus Ojos -Pastilla
  4. Wires - Coconut Records
  5. Teenage Riot - Sonic Youth
  6. Breakneck Speed - Tokyo Police Club
  7. Happy As Can Be - Cut Off Your Hands
  8. This Photograph Is Proof (I know You Know) - Taking Back Sunday
  9. Roll Up Your Sleeves - We Were Promised Jetpacks
I hope that if you stumble upon my blog that you take the time to write a couple of your fave songs that are playing non-stop on your ipods...

Friday, July 16, 2010

"I Would Die 4 U" - Luna Is Honey (Sync Space)

Summer Boy Crush Sounds...

It is the freakiiin hot weather that has me danciiing to a really cool cover song of Prince "I Will Die For You..." Every summer I try to find a band that is pretty neat to listen to and in hopes that by the end of the summer I get to see them live. This summer boy crush sound is from the band "Luna is Honey..." Their music is very catchy. I freakiiin luv that they have such versatile musicians and the sound they make together is soooo in your face beautiful. I know that I have seen many local bands in the past and lately I've been trying to find new music and bands that recapture that essence of why girls want to join street teams to help out. I sorta stopped making things for bands for the same reason why I don't want to obsesses...(who knows maybe I'll come out of retirement ha, ha.) Thank you so much "Luna is Honey" for making music that makes my heart skip a bit faster...yEaH!

Friday, July 9, 2010

Dear Mr. President,

I'm starting to lose hope in the American Dream. It's been two years that I graduated from the University and continue to seek for a job that pays better. Every time I see the news and how scarce the job market is I wonder when this whole nightmare will be over. I'm starting to question the validity of higher education was it even worth it. Who would of ever predicted that this economy was going to be in such a mess. When the house market started to fall apart and families began losing their homes the media was easy to blame the owners for falling behind on their payments. Many people fought hard to continue living the American dream of owning a home, but that slipped away. I wonder if you ever had collectors calling you everyday or every other day asking you to pay them. Telling you, "Why can't you borrow money from your friends or a family member?" And you sitting on the other side trying not to break into tears, because if you had the money fuck you wouldn't be talking to the collectors at all. You desperately apply to every job possible, but no one gives you a chance to prove yourself in their company. You don't have any experience in the field, but your degree is pretty fancy and nice keep hanging that expensive paper on your wall. All I'm saying Mr. President that when you needed my vote I supported your dream. It is about time to help the people that voted for you, I'm sorry that I didn't have enough money to give to your campaign only if I made a few more dollars I think I would of sponsored you.Perhaps, you would of taken a closer look at what the regular citizens truly needs jobs. I think it is a little too late my dad has become one more percent of the unemployed. It is so sad to see your own father who for many years has been the provider of the household having to tell his children he has no job. But that he is still very fortunate that all his kids were able to finished their degrees. I wish I could provide for him the same way he provided for me all these years.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Walmart Boy Chronicles...

This will be like my special edition writing about a random boy...That I am never going to have a true conversation with or ever bump into on an ordinary day....

I went to Walmart today with my sister. We needed to buy shampoo, soap, and toothpaste and other things...We walked to the Walmart and I look to my left were the cashiers are and I don't see him...It is a bit hard to pretend that you are not looking if you make eye contact with a man that can be your father...and when you try to look that direction once again you make another sudden contact with a slutty looking girl...and you just turn away and forget about your objective of finding the cashier boy you want get in the line for...

My sister was able to find the things we needed quickly...and it was time to pay...I'm not quite sure what made my sister and I go by the aisle ten items or less...and guess what...Yes indeed, there he was...I made my sister stand in that line...She kinda gave me a look because the line that was next to the 10 items or less aisle was shorter...but I convinced her that the line was shorter, but the people had more things to purchase...

There he was scanning away and bagging customers purchases...It seemed like he had dyed his hair a bit more and he was wearing his Walmart blue shirt and his name tag was not facing the customer...I remembered what my friend had told me that I should try finding out his name...but no luck with that...He didn't say anything at all to the people in front of me...He just scanned and bagged...

When it was the turn of the elderly lady in front of me...He said something to her...because she had an open bag of peanuts that he was going to scan through and the elderly lady also told him to put her groceries in her recycled bag...(she was saving the planet)...Then it was my sister and I...I thought he wasn't going to say anything to us...but I was wrong he said..."How are you guys doing?"....my sister never answers to people who are trying to be nice...I just say "good." He then asked if all of the things I had put in the counter was all together...and I said "yes"...Our eyes met...How can you literally have a conversation? you technically can't....

and then he bagged our things...I grabbed my first bag and I failed to spin the black thing were he had bagged the other things...He was nice and spin it for me and then he said..."Have a nice day.." I smiled and said "Thanks."

I'm pretty sure when he gets bored of not saying anything he then says something...Or I just get lucky that he says something to me...(probably not)...He might not even think much when I stand in his aisle to purchase my things by him...I don't care if I have to stand a long time waiting in his line...ha, ha...But the little moment makes a difference for me to write about it.....He will never know it is about him...because he will never read this blog...


Saturday, June 26, 2010

Pastilla Luv....

Mi Jolt of Happiness Pastilla...

Pastilla is the band that has always been there for me musically in every moment...I can literally say that I grew up with my favorite band...Their albums have always been with me since I started my college years and beyoooond...and I'm going to grow old with them...ha, ha...I was feeling a bit sad today...and I was watching You Tube Videos and I found this song that I hadn't heard from them...I swear to you all that I danced in my room...

Currently Obsessing on Luna is Honey...

Thursday, June 24, 2010

New Thoughts...

I was thinking about writing a poem about a "Superhero"...My friend told me that in her favorite comic book shop that is called Nostalgic Comixxx...It is located in Alhambra..there is going to be an open mic night...where you can read a poem...
This poem will be the first one of this year that I would write...
I haven't written a poem since 2008...
It's been a long time...
but I want the words to flow on their own...
My poems get made in the most random places like when I am walking or when I'm driving...
Then I rush home to write them up...

Sunday, June 20, 2010

A Nostalgic Feeling...

I have to be quite honest, but I was feeling a bit nostalgic yesterday...I was watching music videos of Yoko Ono and John Lennon and the way their love story was so magical...the music the art..I never thought that the whole issue of not being in a relationship has never made me feel so lonely...but for some reason yesterday I was thinking about how great it will be to have my heart feel something special for another human being...having someone to technically hold hands with and share a couple of laughs with...perhaps even grow old with them...

I never been the girlfriend type,
or the insecure one...if someone is with you is because they are willing to love every inch of you and the need to be jealous should not be even a consideration..

But as I laid in my bed I just wondered if there was a boy out there who was feeling the same kinda way like me...if they are so unlovable...perhaps unapproachable..

I never have felt the need to be desperate for affection...I just wanted to happen on its own..
A couple of words...
and the heart wanting more...
a nice conversation...
that will glue the whole moment into a blissful memory..
and endless possibility..


Saturday, June 19, 2010

Girls who complain about their boyfriends...

Please take me out of your conversation. I was hanging out with a couple of colleagues at work. All of the women I was gather with are in loving relationships. I'm the only one who is not in a relationship. The three women were discussing about all the issues they have with their boyfriends families and mother in laws. Only one of them is married she is pretty young 23...and the other two are in their early 20's...I couldn't believe how much heartache and difficulty it is to be in a looooong lasting relationship. They went on for about 30 minutes. I couldn't quite add anything to the conversation, because I haven't been in a relationship in such a long time.
I could only recall that the person I dated for about 4 years was really neat. His mom was quite genuinely nice to me and since I didn't quite hanged around his family that often then I had nothing to complain about it. He probably had more things to complain about me then I had about him. It drive him insane when I wanted to write a poem with him. The only contribution he did on one of my poems was to make it gloomy and dark instead of cheerful and sweet. There was a point in the relationship were I wanted out, but afraid to be alone. I remember how he didn't take me seriously the first time I wanted to break up with him.
When I was listening to these girls complain so much about their current situation. I just realized how glad I was that I didn't end up marrying Mr. Gloomy. I probably would of been sitting there contributing to the bashing of men. (pretending to be happy) They continued on and on...and I couldn't even find an excuse to leave... they finally realized that I wasn't saying anything and they all turned to me to ask me if I had relationship issues.
I was like, "No, the only drama I have it is to write academically for grad-school that's the only thing I have going on at the present time." They all looked at me and they said, "Lucky." I bet they were feeling sad for me, because I don't have a boyfriend."
I've been fine with my lonely self for a very looooooong time.

Monday, June 14, 2010

I wanted to be your friend...(boy)..

My friend and I always have funny boy anecdotes...We always find ways to talk about random boys we don't know a thing about...She found this guy at a comic book shop he works there it is a new place in Alhambra. She truly enjoys comic books...But the thing that struck her the most was the nice guy who works there.. He recommended her some kool comic books plus he gave her a free comic book for the purchase of the comic books she had bought. The conversation was quite sweet...(He gave her Superman's wedding)...My friend couldn't stop thinking of how nice he was. We gave him a nickname Romanin...that's not his name...but his real name reminded me of noodles...ha, ha...I can't wait to go to the comic book store to see Romanin in person. Since my friend is illustrating a comic book...there's going to be a lot fun boy anecdotes for her boy characters...

I happened to have found a kool looking guy that works at the local Walmart...We haven't quite given him a nickname quite yet...Because like my brother said "He looks like he belongs at the Urban Outfitters."...I just wonder if he is writing some kind of paper on working at the Walmart...He appears to be into art or perhaps he is in a band...I picture him working at Amoeba, because he looks kool like that....I can't wait for my friend to see him and what kind of nickname we will give him.. We need the inspiration to create our boy characters...You never know who will be next in our funny boy anecdote stories...

Sunday, May 30, 2010

A Distraction..

I was very happy on Thursday when I was able to chat with a friend who had left to Argentina for a couple of months and he just came back to the states this week. I was very excited for his return, but the feeling was short lived...Simply because he will be moving to San Francisco this upcoming week..To be more exact on Tuesday..

I have always wanted to visit San Francisco, because I didn't get a chance to go when my brother had an art show there...He has always told me that I am going to fall in love with the city and not want to return to LA. I told my friend about it and he was like, "You should go to San Francisco." I just started grad-school and I can't be thinking about taking a trip anywhere. But I can't believe he is moving to this beautiful place...Maybe this is the bit of motivation I needed to actually make the trip up there..

I got to continue working on my academic paper...But it sure is nice to have an outlet were I could write freely and not feel like I'm being graded on my grammar.

Friday, May 21, 2010

A Moment...

I've been working on my orientation pieces for grad-school...It's due this weekend...I'm not quite sure what gets me so distracted that I can't focus in finishing the videos...I think I'm getting a bit nervous about the whole thing of going back to school and having deadlines.
I wanted so badly to edit my novel..But I haven't quite figured out that yet. I'm trying my best to not be so complicated.

Life happens in every waking moment...I think when I applied to grad school I never thought I was going to be accepted. I just wanted to apply and see what could be; I didn't anticipated this at all. I never quite thought of it...

That's what makes me so nervous about the whole process of it.. The people who are in the program have this knowledge... But I have to train myself to think academically, because I still enjoy my "Dear Diary" moments of myself...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Grad School Here I Come...

I got the phone call on Monday afternoon...I thought my counselor would of left me a message with the good news on my cell...but noooooo!...She just told me to call her back...When I got home approximately at 3:00 on April 26...I ate a sandwich took my sweet time and then called my counselor...

I dialed and then I waited for Cynthia to say what she always says...and I told, her "hey it's me"...
She was so happy to know it was me...I just stood in my room waiting for whatever she was going to tell me...I kinda thought she was going to tell me that I needed to fill out something else in my application or that I was missing something...and that's when she tells me..."Congratulations you've been accepted to USC's grad program!"...I couldn't believe it...I felt like throwing up and I wanted to cry but the tears of joy did not flow...I just told her that I needed to take a seat for a moment to kind of process what was going on...I'm not quite sure how to compare this feeling...I wonder if this is how people feel when they win the lotto...

Cynthia was so happy and then she told me that the people really liked my essays and everything I had to say...I'm just glad that they were willing to give me an opportunity to go to their institution...and I feel like I would be one more step closer in becoming a true published writer..after grad school is all done!




Thursday, April 8, 2010

A Dream...

Two years ago I wrote a poem....Titled "We Are Going Dancing on Friday Night..." I've realized that it is more than a poem it is an actual song... I remember getting waaaaaay too excited when I finished it...but it went a little deeper, because I called one of my friends to sing it to her...She thought it was pretty good and another friend told me that it had a bit of a punk rock riddance al estilo CSS... I recorded my tune on a tape recorder...I even tried doing some echo effects in the bathroom...

I want to do something with my poem like write actual music for it...My dream is actually to perform it one night on my b-day...and then I could check it off as one more dream fulfilled...

Here goes the poem:

We are going dancing on Friday night,
I'll get dressed up,
Put on some make-up,
with fake eye-lashes,
and a pair of heels...

Pick Me Up,
Let's get lost,

Come on week,
pass by quick,

I want it to be Friday night,
so I could go dancing,

All I can think of is going to the club,
and the dj spinning,
those records with the cool,
beats...

That make my feet so happy,
and my heart so ready,
to burst out dancing...

We are going dancing on Friday night,
pick me up,
leave your boyfriend behind,

Let's get lost,
lost,
lost...

To the dj's beats,
beats,
beats...

Cause we're going dancing on Friday nighhhht...




Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Scribble Journal..


I started a scribble journal a couple of days ago...the idea came to me when I was doodling away in my Hello Kitty mini-notepad...I had a couple of markers and I just made some crazy lines...I just doodle away...No point of direction...you don't have to be an awesome drawer to doodle...I tried explaining to my friend what I was doing but she didn't get it...I decided to post one of my master piece of doodling...ha, ha...


Wednesday, March 17, 2010

El Dash...

It's been two months that I haven't had a car..I'm starting to miss driving..(Never been a fan of driving, ha, ha..but it's a necessity to get to places on time)...I've been considering in getting a bike...I think I could peddle fast...I rely on the transportation system called the "Dash.." I know it is sooooo LA...but for a quarter it gets me home...but fuckkkk it takes forever to show up if I miss it...I've been spending countless minutes standing on the bus stop watching speeding cars pass me by...couples in cars that look happy or appear that things are going fine, and the people who drive the SUV's (aka munster trucks)... they only look at me in a pathetic way...The kool chicas in the volkswagon jetta's that I wanna give two thumbs up to, because they got it going on...ha, ha
I've stood on that freakin bus stop on rainy days watching cars speed up in puddles...(fun times under the umbrella as the rain drops drip down.)
Walking home with my countless thoughts of how I can make a new poem...ignoring the sounds of whistles and passing cars.....only me and my thoughts hand in hand...

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Applying To Grad School...

After 2 years of getting my Bachelor in the field of Communication...and applying for jobs and rewriting my resume in countless ways to fit job descriptions. I finally decided to apply to Grad School...

I can't believe I started the application process today. I had forgotten about deadlines, essays, and being a student. I had been nervous about applying, but today I just decided that I should go for it. If I don't attempt to do something than I would never know for certain if I can do it...

I'm going to begin writing my essays tomorrow, because my brother needed someone to watch "Up In The Air." (great film)...

I got distracted and lost focus in writing my essays...but for sureeeeeee tomorrow I'll start...ha, ha

Friday, February 26, 2010

Need A Little Heeeeeeeeelp!

I've been thinking all week on how to make a better service to my male characters in my novel...Especially in the issue of looooooooove...I know that women and men think about love differently...

For example: Women are always thinking if they will be able to find the so-cal true "one"...Especially if they are "single.".... I know it's not the number one priority, but it always lingers in back of our minds...even when we are successful career women...or just trying to find our path in life...

I wonder how men think about this issue of love...or at least how do they feel when they know that they are starting to have strong feelings for a woman?....

If any guy wants to reply to my question I would greatly appreciate the help...just because I truly want my two male characters to be mighty cool with their feelings about this issue...I want a bit of a true portrait of what a guy would feel and do for the lady he wants to be in love with...

Thanks for the help!

Monday, February 22, 2010

Dance, Dance...

I've been listening to this cool song from "We Are Scientists" it has a fun beat and you just want to be dancing all over the place... It's been a long time that a song has made me feel like this...I can't keep my feet still and it is the perfect song to start the week just right...While I was cooking dinner I was with my spoon jumping around and dancing in front of the stove...
This would be such a great tune to spontaneously dance with a boy...ha, ha

I have a good feeling about this week...I want to share this song with everyone the song is called, "After Hours"...it is in the soundtrack of Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist...

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Valentine's Dia!

I was talking with one of my colleagues at work about this weekend. I didn't have big plans like any other weekend, but of course this weekend was different its "Valentine's Day." My colleague has a boyfriend, but he isn't the romantic type. She is starting to have doubts about him. Unfortunately, I don't have any real answers to her heart dilemma.

It's been awhile since I've actually celebrated this day of love with anyone or have made the attempt to go out and treat myself sweeeetly...I'm not going to shred this day apart either just because I'm not going to receive anything. As I've grown a little older each year I haven't quite understood why being single is such a bad thing. At some point you begin to question whether your too picky about who you are willing to give a chance to have romantic feelings for...I know that there's no such thing as movie kinda of love. I've always thought of relationships as a second job, because you gotta work hard to make it work. I know when the time comes for me to dip my little heart into some romance it will be because I'm freakin ready for it. But I surely don't want to end up either with the way my parents are.

My dad has never bought any roses to my mom or shows any sign that he is still in love with her and thanks for continuing being my partner. My mom is the same way...They have grown accustomed to this routine. Maybe Valentine's Day is not such a bad day to show someone you care for them even if there's so much hype and its all about the hallmark companies making money so what at least it's a day were hearts and love notes rule!

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Boys are Strange...

A month ago...
A guy asked me on a date...
By email...
It was such a random request...
The exact written words was this:

"I want to tell you I've always kinda had a little thing for you. Would you go on a date with me?"

He left me his number to call him back.
I wrote and said:

"What a random thing to write. I'm flattered, but I don't want to waste your time with taking me out on a date."

My reply was short and to the point...but I forgot to mention that we can be friends...
So the next day I called him to tell him.
He was busy at work and couldn't talk. I was short and brief to tell him that many times written messages can get misinterpreted so I told him that it was okay that he didn't have to take me out and we can be friends...He was polite and said yeah we can be friends and said he would call me back...but I wasn't waiting for his phone call...because boys say that all the time when they are not going to call back...

A couple days went by and he text me...I had forgotten that in this darn age call back numbers get saved to cell phones...and there's no such thing as talking on the telephone...

I truly like to hear a persons voice on the other line then texting them...Because that's the best way to get to know a persooooooooon and not creep them out...ha, ha



Thursday, February 4, 2010

Resume Writing...

I've been searching for a new job for a year now...This economy real sucks...I've rewritten my resume in so many ways to fit the work descriptions. There should be a light at the end of the tunnel for all of us who are struggling.
I feel like I have this fancy paper of degree that I can't do much with at the present time. I'm starting to consider going to grad school and continue accumulating debt with the education system...ha, ha...
There should be some kind of incentive for people who want to go to grad school and the government paying you to go...ha, ha like a job..
I sometimes wonder if other people out there are in the same situation or worse...
I wish I could runaway to another country and start a new life without worrying so much about money.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Working on a Little Mix..

All this week I've been trying to figure out ways to start stripping my novel apart for the editing process..I'm a bit dreading it, because I don't want to loose characters that I like. I keep debating whether "first voice narration or third point of view is the way to go." I've also been putting together a mix that will be the soundtrack to my editing process. It's in the premature stages, but here are a few songs I'm putting in it and my favorite lines:

1. Every Shining Time You arrive (Sunny Day Real Estate)
"Want to change everything."

2. Run (Vampire Weekend)
"We mostly work to live."

3. Signs (Bloc Party)
"I see signs all of the time."

4. It's Thunder and It's Lighting (We Were Promised Jetpacks)
"Your body was black and blue."

5. This Photograph is Proof I know You KnOW (Taking Back Sunday)
(I just love the boy duet in this song.)

I'm pretty sure this mix is going to have more sweet tunes that will motivate me to write and make my novel better...

Monday, January 18, 2010

Rainy Day Adventures..

I was hanging out with my friend yesterday..We went to the Regel Theater in Downtown LA. We had already made plans a week before that we wanted to see "Youth In Revolt."
Even though we both knew that the news had been saying that there was going to rain all this week... The nice Sunday greyness fooled me. I was in hopes that it would rain in the evening. I only took my purple sweater and my vest. I didn't even take an umbrella...
We got screwed so badly when we came out of the movies...The rain was pouring...We kept laughing as we crossed the street as the rain poured, but the nice thing was that there was no puddles yet. My friend decides that we should go to "Amoeba" to buy some records...The rain kept pouring and we continued to talk about anything that was on our minds...We get to "Amoeba" but the lot is full in the underground parking...(bummer) So we end up in the public parking area...When we get off the jeep we find some stairs and we go down..We end up in the back side of an unknown street..We are trying to figure out which way to go..The rain kept pouring and my friend was afraid that her hair was going to get puffy...I didn't even think of my hair and how funny my bangs get when they are wet...The good thing is that my friend says that we shouldn't go on Vine street walking, because that would be wroooooong...So we decide to go the other direction...The rain was falling harder when this guy at the parking structure tells us if we had a quarter and he was holding one of those cute little doggies with a red t-shirt on..I searched my pockets and I had no quarter the good thing my friend had one and she handed to the muscle guy with the orange t-shirt...And he told us that he didn't need the quarter he was only trying to see who would be kind enough to give him a quarter and we were nice to do so...He gave my friend his published book..and he rambled on about it...And I was like this is a freakin sign...so I asked the guy how did he managed to publish his book and get it edit...(Because I'm looking for a copy editor)... He was like get "High School English Teachers" to look at it...What a great idea, but the catch was that he dated the English Teachers...so I'm screwed...That was a sign that I must get my book out there...ha, ha

Friday, January 15, 2010

No Journal Entries just Ideas..

Hey Everyone and Welcome to "Tales of a Mediocre Life!"

I'm excited to embark on this new adventure of blogging... I have left behind for a bit "Thread and Needles." I'm in hopes of getting back into sewing this year... There's many tales to tell for this month...(ha, ha)...

First of all, you might be asking yourselves why did I decide to call this blog "Tales of a Mediocre Life," I'll tell you that it was a funny thing that was mentioned to me by my brother when I was trying to find titles for my yet unpublished "YA" novel... He kept throwing random things and then as a joke he tells me this title... I thought about it, but it wasn't a fit for my novel. As I was driving home from work yesterday I started to think about this blog post. I don't write that often and what is the point I'm trying to make for having it... I didn't want this blog to go to waste... I also realized that not everyone is going to be a celebrity and that everyone has sorta of a mundane life...that makes us happy...and works for us.

Every year I start a new journal that I like to write all my wicked fun adventures through out the year, but I have decided that this year I will not have a journal that I'm going to pour my little heart too, but instead it will be a journal of ideas for the month. I've been wanting to be a writer for two years now! I'm in hopes of getting my first novel published this year and I would like to think that I have a fun story to tell and by writing this blog it will be a cool exercise for my writing skills..ha, ha