"Boy Diaries"

Today I said "hi" to a random guy. He was walking his two pug dogs. I was walking back to work and I noticed him standing in the corner of the street. He saw me coming, but I didn't realized why he wasn't moving. I thought he was waiting for someone. It was such a pretty sunny day that I didn't think much when he started walking towards me with his dogs. I could have just passed him by and not said anything like I usually will do. But for some odd reason and I don't know how or why I said "hi". He gave me a nice "hello" with a big smile and I continued walking. I was feeling so proud of myself, because I couldn't believe I had done such a simple thing like saying, "hi" to a random guy. He looked nice with a black beanie and a gray sweater, but of course I don't know anything about him, but it felt great to acknowledge a random boy. I think that for that moment I know that the possibility of a "guy" for me is somewhere out there. The whole idea of talking to men gets me all nervous especially if I find them attractive. I think I am liking the challenge of finding that one "guy" who is willing to ask me out on a real date.