Boy Diaries

I truly luv "The Last Bookstore" in Downtown. When I went to the bookstore on Tuesday I was soo happy going through the aisles of their modern fiction section because they have such great selection of books and it will be such a wonderful place to meet a boy. You guessed it in the latest edition of the "Boy Diaries" I saw this attractive guy in the aisle of the modern fiction section and he had the nicest brown hair, and the one thing that stood out from him was the red and black long sleeve plaid shirt he was wearing. How can an article of clothing have such presence?

I continued to browse through the modern fiction section when my brother approaches me to tell me that he wanted to buy a book that was in the Fantasy Section. He couldn't make up his mind so I decided to go check out the books in that section. He wanted to buy "The Hobbit" and he had chosen a book that had a letter written for someone which I thought was cool. I kept telling him that he should buy the book with the dedication, because that gave the book more value. I wasn't saying this loud when I noticed the guy peep through the aisle and we looked at each other. It was a moment but I didn't smile at him or anything..I was feeling a bit self-conscious about the way I looked. I shouldn't of cared but I did for that moment. I think when I find someone attractive I kinda freeze and don't know what to do. I have to change that and become a little more approachable. I continued browsing through books and went to other sections of the bookstore. I lost sight of him and the other thing I was thinking about was taping up my two zines on the post wall in the bookstore.

When I noticed him that he was waiting in line to purchase his books. That's when I told my brother that we should go and make line so I can at least get a last glance of him. We stood there for awhile then I decided to post up my zines, because he had finished purchasing his books. He stood by the magazine section and then I went to post my zines. I wished that I could have had the courage to approach him and given him one of my zines, so he could take home. It is funny how all of these things occurred to me after he left. I just wonder if guys wouldn't mind if some random woman approached them? or said "hi" to them. I have a long way to go in finding a guy to crush on and fall in love with.