Birthday's...

I have been away from this blog for two months I have missed writing my
thoughts. October is a special month for me because it is the month I celebrate my birthday. I was very lucky this b-day because my best friend Lisa send me a lovely birthday card from Atlanta. It is the little thoughts that count that I make a bigger fuss about. My brother bought me a pretty chocolate cake from Porto's that truly reminded me of our childhood birthday parties. The chocolate mousse cake that our dad will buy us at this fancy bakery in Beverly Hills. I started to think about how every year I make these b-day wishes when I blow out the candles and how I try my best to make them come true.I want to challenge myself a bit more and stop being so afraid of the "future." The "future" for me is such a big question mark at this point. I try each day to be more comfortable with this aging process. I remember when I was a kid I couldn't wait to be an adult. If I could only tell the little me do not rush and enjoy being a kid.

I feel that birthday's are a reminder to us of plans that we have to make. It is a day to pause and remind us where we want to go and how we want to change. I always feel like we get a clean slate but too bad there's so much baggage we carry with us along the way. I think this time around I am so ready to make a difference in my own life and not be so afraid to take a chance on me and my birthday wish.